meaningless update #234

um, why do I have to eat constantly?  It's getting really annoying, people.  Let's review what I had today.

Woke up late, so no real breakfast.  Legit skip, right?  Right.

Had okonomiyaki for a late lunch - a big serving of it, too.

Had a tuna (and tofu and lettuce) salad for dinner, with a side of grapes.

I had a billion (okay, like, 7) of those tasty seaweed fortune cookie-like things and a few chocolates as a snack throughout the day.  Drank a lot of water, had some milk.  And I finished my Coke from yesterday.  Also had two unripe apricots (don't eat them, people!  wait until they are ripe) and just a few minutes ago I finished two sticks of celery with a bit of cream cheese on them for flavor.  Oh, and I almost forgot: I had two packaged milkshakes.  Those Lotte vanilla things ... are so good.

I shouldn't be hungry.  But I feel like stuffing my face.  This is so annoying!  It is not easy to carry food back from the grocery store.  It is also not hard to carry food home from the grocery store.  It's a task of middling difficulty.  But I don't really like shopping on the weekends.  Too many people out - makes maneuvering through the stores hectic.  UGH I need more food so that when I feel like this at night I can just eat, and then, eventually full, I will be able to go to sleep.  What are some good late night snacks?

The only one that comes to mind as being ultimately satisfying is ... cold pizza!  I don't have an oven.  I could order pizza, or go buy it, and then bring it home to put in my freezer, though.  But I want my pizza.  Spoiled, yes.  What else works as a late night snack?  PBJ?  I haven't eaten that in years.  Maybe a PBB -- that might work.  I wish I could go to Shinsegae tomorrow to buy bread and a couple of Japanese food items for ye olde larder.  But I have plans.  Why do I keep making plans!?  I am at heart not that social of a person!  And yet I am so busy!  What gives!  AUGH.  I am not going to be able to stop being frustrated with myself and sleep until I eat something.  The current options:

I could make more okonomiyaki.  I am too tired to contemplate that.
I could eat some tiny oranges - mandarins, I think.  I do not want to taste a citrus right now, and those aren't filling, anyway.
I could have an egg.
I could try one of those weird melon fruits that I have in the fridge.
I could put on normal clothes and go out to the convenience store to get some kimbap.  I do like kimbap, and it is filling.  But I am lazy, alas.
I could eat some more tuna salad?  I at least have all the ingredients already prepped for that.
I could eat some tofu.
I could have more chocolate.

I think, however, that I will just drink a lot of water and will myself to not be such a big baby.  Tomorrow I will buy some bread or something that will fill me up when I get these late night snack cravings.